hello holidays!

2 more days and I'm off to China 💪 pretty much worried because Twitter and Google are inaccessible there and I'll be spending my birthday there too so pretty much i will not be able to reply to the wishes 😭 (if there is hahahahahahaha) see you guys soon ❤️

hi

hi everyone I am back yes. It's been about 4 months? since I last posted something here. Well gotta say, I'm pretty much really busy these days and oh there's something I've got to brag about.... 2nd in class for the 3rd consecutive time I'm so proud /tears/ megeheheh don't get me wrong I'm not a conceited person. Anyways last month, a major thing happened and I've got to be lying if I say I didn't cry a single tear at all. I've been standing by his side for about 2 years and he's no longer active in exo these days and the most heartbreaking news is that he has a heart disease. I was basically in my room ignoring people for one whole week. I can't believe this is alll because of a guy that doesn't even know I exist :-))))))))) but currently I've fully accepted kris decision.. so proud of him! I'm always by your side through thick and thin❤️ and ever since the incident there were tons of malicious and filthy comments about kris. you guys be hiding behind the computers posting sinful comments about kris meanwhile he's signing huge deals with top agencies :-)))) preach it. Big accounts like you guys should set a good example for the fandom especially for the newbies in the fandom since they look up to you guys bc of the number of your followers. Not manipulating the fandom by posting fake rumours (pakai la otak sikit bodoh) It's the June holidays and honestly Im not feeling the holiday mood at all. I went to Sri Lanka with my schoolmates early in the holidays for a school official programme ((it's for combined humanities)) and it wasn't that bad honestly but it can be improved somehow.

today was a tiring day for me. went to adventure cove with my relatives and family and i pretty much enjoyed myself there. Guys, we will go together one day alrite❤️ guys aka Kanye west, clar, HLMILK, Mel and all of you guys I'm sorry if I missed out some of you though!

and oh yes World Cup has finally began and I'm supporting Germany!.............. and Brazil and England. you can't simply just support one huehue. 4-0 against Portugal was beyond my expectations and god damn it Thomas müller what are you. Ozil barely played but it's okay /wipes tears/ and reus :((((( it's really unfortunate that he's injured. So that's all I have. basically I'm still alive so yeah bye 

ok so anyways this is like 2 in 1 update. idk why but this post up here was supposed to be posted up yesterday but It wasn't and I'm pretty much annoyed.  seriously get your shits tgt blogger I clearly pressed the post button. anyways today something big happened again in the exo fandom. In about 1 month, there's so many things happening in the fandom, 1st, kris leaving exo and now baekhyun dating taeyeon????? I didn't signed up for this. As you already know my bias is not baekhyun but kris. However, baekhyun was my first bias in exo followed by suho and currently and will forever be, kris❤️ it does pain me a little but not as much as what baekhyun fans are feeling. To all baekhyun fans out there, stay strong! I'm trying to be happy for him but I cant????? I mean no offense but I do not and I will never accept this couple. (ok I know I'm so not relevant in their relationship) but it's my blog I can say whatever I want. Even when the others were shipping them tgt for fun before the news came out, I hated it. Some I repeat some sones are basically pushing all the blame to baekhyun. Hello dear humans, it takes two to develop a relationship. Doesn't mean baekhyun is a man he deserves all the blame. Men have feelings too. Basic knowledge. I'm so annoyed by some sones who are like "baekhyun is not worthy of our taeyeon" and complaining that we're bashing taeyeon when you guys are also bashing baekhyun. get your shits tgt and pls reevaluate your entire existence. thank you and have a good day 

a tiny little treat for the princess

happy birthday Amanda love ya 

First Attempt!

Hey guys today I'll be doing something I've never done before and I'm pretty much really excited about this. ok so, I've been waiting for probably 2 months for this. I've actually ordered it in December after exo released this album and it just came in the mailbox yesterday. I ran down to the lobby to get this at 11pm at night and it was so so so quite. the things I do for exo seriously. I bought the Korean version and Chinese version. I'll do more on the Korean version than the Chinese version because it's the same except the colours and language. 

Ok so this is the Korean version. It's the white one. I always get mixed up between the red and white one.

                                             it's perfect!

 this is how it looks like after I opened the cover. kudos to the illustrator! 

and this is how it looks like after I take out the photo book. there's a paper underneath it too, some kind of advertising thing and I got minseok's snowglobe!!!! omg he's climbing up my bias list recently! he's so so so adorable! 

 and this is what's inside the "advertising thing" I'm definitely not a person that can speak or write Hangul so I have no idea what's going on. 

this is the side view of the album. pls excuse my brother's homework! pft :( and a sneak peek of the Chinese Version album (the red one!) 

and this is the back of the album. I have no idea what on earth this is! it definitely don't look like a snowflake.   

     ok so here's the Chinese version!

this is how it looks like after I opened it. the photo book colour is different! 

the one on the right is the Chinese version while the one on the left is the Korean version :-)

I got Kai's snowglobe!! I got it on his birthday hehe! happy birthday kim jongin❤️ I actually predicted that the "advertising thing" in Chinese's Ver album would be red because for some reasons but it's the same. <oi m8 shouldn't it be red :(> 

          And this is the side view! This one has Chinese characters on it :-) 

that's all for the unboxing?? im not reviewing it though... ok nevermind hahahaha but anyways it's nearly the same actually! just the language and colours. the photos are the same. If you're planning to save some money, I'll advice to just buy one! I spent about $34 SGD on this, $2 for normal postage and $16 for both album. It should be cheaper than $16 now! I received two posters too. red and white one. but it's folded :( but that's okay. I'll figure a way out to try to get it's original look. So that's all for today! have a good day💕 

-ella🌸

camera: IPhone 5C :-)I don't know why it turned out to be blurry. When I took the photos it was VHD (very high definition) maybe on PC it doesn't look blurry.. or it does? I'm using mobile now :( sigh whatever you blogger app. 

deep thinkin'

it hurts to know that I love you but you don't know I exists. after all, I'm just one of your fans. 

update! finally

hey bloggie it's been awhile now. I basically did nothing for the past month. well except going around Singapore like a tourist and did I mention that I went to lc9's showcase? it was amazing! pls visit us again❤️ and recently I started using nature republic's cleansing and the gel mosturizer?? I totally have no idea about beauty care products! my bad :( and I must say it's really good! my mum bought it and she had no idea exo endorse this brand and also I had my hair trimmed and finally I have no layered hair anymore I'm really considering whether I should dye my hair again. hmmmmm 

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Just a lil' update- hi! yes i'm alive. It's been months since i updated this blog... and i'm really grateful for the thousand viewers. Yes, i deleted all my posts... technically again. I just love to delete em'... that's sounds really weird haha but anyways its the semester break and its been a month already and i have one more month left before hell reopens. so basically i have done nothing productive this whole month. lol